State of suspension

I always wondered what it’s like to have absolute faith in something or someone. What it feels like to not constantly be on guard, or questioning and doubting everything because “they” say its better to be safe than sorry?

Despite how cynicism has become ingrained in me, everything -all the darkness and grittiness- just seems to fall away momentarily in the few hours (sometimes minutes) i’m with you. As usual, given my flair for the dramatic, I might be over romanticizing things but never mind, i’ll enjoy this while I can.

I might have my sunny days, but unfortunately, that is only a reminder that the clouds are lurking around the corner.

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